When you cannot cope

Trauma and subsequent PTSD puts me in place when I struggle to cope. After some events it go so bad that I could not cope. PTSD symptoms got so strong that I could not feel safe no matter what I did. None of the strategies and tips that I had so far worked. I was offered to visit place called Safe Haven. I felt welcomed there. It seemed that people cared how I feel, understood the burden of troubles and tried to help. After short chat I asked can I lie down on sofa. I was able to lie down, rest and nap for more than an hour without being hit by flashback of the injury for the first time in last seven days. I wisht there was place like this 8 years ago when I got injured. It helped me a lot and now it is on my emergency list.

Not being able to cope

My case

Before I got PTSD, I did not know that there can be situations when I cannot cope. There have been difficult times, there has been very stressful or situations, there have been situations when none of the available options were good. However, I always was able to move on. maybe it took time for stress to ease or to deal with the grief, but I was able to move on. This time it was very different.

How did it happened? It got extremely bad after very offensive and unfair PIC tribunal (I cannot remember such intense bullying by using the power given by government), and even more unfair determination based of absurdly incorrect statements (that I can explain only by corruption). I lost any hope in getting justice and PSTD symptoms were extremely intensified. My body was in constant state of immediate threat to my life. None of attempts to calm down where helping. I could not sleep at all. As soon as I fall asleep, I am hit with flashback being hit by a car. I would wake up with full panic attack. I needed new way to deal with it or I would not last long.

Finding help

Almost from the start I was looking for help and struggled to find it. This gave me motivation to create this site. I found that unfortunately people do not understand what you are going through, so I will try to describe the problem. Getting adequate help or even good advice is difficult, but there are places that can help. Here is what I found so far.

Place	Address	Comments
Newtown Safe Haven	168 Missenden rd, Newtown