Diary 2026

This is my Diary for 2026.

01

2026-01-01 16:08

New year, same struggle. In my dreams I was apologising to my mum for not being able to protect. I remembered that before her mobility problems become too overwhelming she was working all the time. While now I am not able to focus even on small tasks.

16:34 I have been just preparing to write, but I am already trembling. However, I will not give up. I never give up.

Daily functioning tips#Maintain hope even if fake one is a tip I am struggling now. However, it is an important one. You need hope of getting desired result in order to do the things you need to do. I was feeling exhausted and decided to finish for today. However, few moments later I felt that I did way too little and give up way too soon. However, it only confirmed that I am exhausted.

2026-01-02 16:37

I am exhausted, but I do not want to write about it. I want to ask why so few people write about corruption they face when dealing with insurance claims. However, I struggle my self to write about. But when I am done, then I will come back to this topic. If I will be able to do it, so should you. It would have saved me from so much needles suffering if that information was available to me.

2026-01-11 14:44

I wanted to write about something useful rather than just writing about suffering. It took a while.

I wanted to add few notes about willpower. To my surprise I cannot find anything here. I am sure I wrote about and many times. However, it is not here. Maybe I will find it somewhere someday. With a lot of struggle I was able to use todays example for section that Daily functioning tips#Willpower is not enough to combat exhaustion.